Roses and Hospital Beds

So, As most of you know, I've been gone.

So, if you happen to be a new reader, here is where I was:

The WONDERFUL hospital. It was a wonderful stay. You know, going through Chemotherapy, trying to rid the cancer that has taken home inside my body.

Well, most of you are wagging your tails to hear my results, eh?


I have good news and Bad news.
Good news is, I managed to keep my hair during Chemo surprisingly, though its quite short right now.

Oh, and I do NOT have Leukemia anymore ;D

Bad news is, while in Chemotherapy, they wanted to do a couple scans and tests, etc, and they found something else.

Its called Multiple Sclerosis and a possible future of 1) blindness 2) Becoming Crippled 3) losing feeling in my legs/hands/body 4) No longer really having Control of my body


What is MS?
Its a disease that makes the central nervous systom decinerate. Blah blah. So in other words, I won't be doing sports this year, and I be in a wheel chair before I graduate college (assumingly). Well, It isn't neccessarily fatal, but it just... *curses are present at this interval ;p -Alysa editted after posted* So yes, Good-bye Leukemia, but it happened to take my nervous system with it....Darn.

At least I'll win in the contest where you see how long you can keep your hand in boiling water :D

I'll check in with the boards and then return with more information! See ya

~Ash


PS. Sorry I'm kind of making a big deal, I guess I'm just...scared, I suppose.

Keep reading ;D

The Past Few Days

So my last blog was a little bit depressing, eh?

Yea, well, don't think about it too much.

I got the results back from the blood tests they did, (they: Doctors)
and...


Well, I still have Leukemia, but they say they might be able to get rid of it; and that hopefully, it didn't turn into other cancers, such as lung cancer, brain cancer, etc.

So, Wednesday, I'm going into the hospital for some Radiation, but of course, that may or may not work.

After my treatment, they'll see if it worked...

But of course, with Leukemia, I have the possible chance of getting Sarcoma, a tissue cancer.

BUT

let's not worry about that, because we can be happy.
Don't worry about me either; as Alysa says:

Listen to Dodger, and Don't worry.

Haha, twirp.

So, theres an update on the whole cancer thing.


Moving on, yesterday, I hammered my finger. You never really know the pain until you feel a hammer meet your middle finger. Maybe it was telling me something...who knows.

haha, so, thats all I should really say, ta-ta for now!

~Ash

Amazing

Hey guys,

I have some bad news to tell you.

Well, most of you already know that I suffer Leukemia, a type of blood cancer, and have always been in fear of dying young.

Well, about a year ago, I was labeled "cured", because after staying a few months in a hospital, They thought they'd gotten rid of it.

They didnt.

About a week ago, I started to have random fevers, wake up in the night sweating, and I bruised after I bumped into a wall (don't ask). Also, while weighing in yesterday, instead of trying to gain about two pounds (sports, etc) I had lost about five in the past week.

My mother said it was probably just a flu bug, but really, only Leukemia fit my symptoms.

Tomorrow is my doctor's appointment.

I'll update on it tomorrow, so I probably won't get on the boards till....late.

Thanks,

~Ash




Hey, this is Alysa. I just wanted to give you a music suggestion. What helped me, was the song "You are the Moon" by The Hush Sound.

Its very good. Thanks again.

**Alysa

Help me here?

Don't freak out, I am fine. But I do need some advice.


I was going to post on the Boards, but then I just thought: 'Nah'

So-

Just tell Us what the heck you need help on. I'm tired here..

Sorry, I know.

So today, or well, technically yesterday since its 12:12, anyway, Alysa thought a moment as she did her normal rounds through my files. And then, she turned to me and asked me a interesting question.

"What if someone requested for you to write a story? Like, off the top of your head?" That made me think a little bit.

and I have been asked to do that, but it was actually a really crappy clip of story...to me at least.


So, I want your help: Help me decide a story that I will write FOR you...


Pretty much, I want characters, species, plots, etc.


I'm just getting this out now, If you want battle scenes, I'm sketchy on Human Battle Scenes, that is why in the Short Story "Sleeping" I didn't have Sethan or Joone wake up while the Cats of the Moon fought with Perdita and her patrol... because I personally hate wrting about human sparing. I just need more practice...and by battles I mean wars, you know, Narnia battles, Eragon battles, etc. I can't write that good.


So this is how you can help me, you can either: (1) Choose your own plot using the setup I will post below (2) Choose one of the plots I have, but pick the main character or (3) Choose a plot line for the assembly of characters..


Pretty simple, eh?

Setup:

Main Character:
Second Main Character(s):
Which style(third person, first person, etc):
Year:
Plot:
Location:
Other Info(optional):






Then theres my plots, which are just off the top of my head at the moment:


Story 1: Forget Whats Past (FWP)
Main Character: Stephen Cornish
Oth Chara: Mr. & Mrs. Cornish, Navaja (Nah-vie-ah), Lily Ann Rose, Bubba, Faress
Style: TBA (to be announced)
Year:...... I'm debating, probably current time...
Plot: Stephen Cornish is practically royalty. His Father and Mother own multiple vineyards and sell the most expensive, but most delicious of brews. Being royalty shows on Stephen's sister, Navaja, but Stephen just wanted a normal life. Then, on a cold Westcoast day, Stephen runs away from home, using precisely what he thinks it takes to survive the wild. On his escape route, he runs into a remarkable young woman named Lily Ann Rose, who doesn't seem to want anything to do with pasts and just wants the same freedom as Stephen.
Oth Info: Bubba and Faress are two little boys, that or they might be dogs, I'm not determined, and Stephen is at the age of 15, and Lily Ann Rose is 14.


Story 2: Mistaken (MMM)
Main Character: Rosalie Anderson
Oth Chara: Adrian Seren, Kaitlyn Anderson, the rest:tba
Style: TBA
Year: Present Time
Plot: Rosalie and Adrian had met when they were little, and became in a close relationship. When a grave mistake appears, and it starts to show, Adrian leaves for college, and Rosalie is stuck with the evidence. (I'm not saying much because I'm still not certain about this one)
Oth Info: mmmm....I don't really know..Rosalie is 16, Adrian is 18


Story 3: Paperbacks and Oil Stains (PAOS)
Main Characters: Arianna Walsh and Adrian Macovy
Oth Chara: TBA
Style: TBA
Year: Present
Plot: Ari and Adrian have always been labeled the cutest couple, and when they move in together, they're love is tested. (more to be announced, this would be the funniest one, just a reminder ;D ) --->ADULT CONTENT, MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR AGES UNDER 14, it has some sexual content, that and...hey, its a romance story<-----
Oth Info: Umm, Ari is 19 and Adrian is 21.....




vote, Vote, VOTE!

Haha, just kidding,


*hint hint* I personally favor POAS for some reason, maybe its because the plans I have for it makes me laugh...


Anyway, Thank you for the help, my adoring fans (you know who you are :D )


~Ash

PS. You can still make your own plotline


PSS. I was going to put "The Super Freaks" up there, but I wasn't sure what to do for it...hmm

Wooh!

I am very happy tonight


Why must you be happy Ash?

Becuase your special. No kidding, because I have now had this Blog for over a MONTH!

woot! Thirty days.

How does it feel?

I feel as ridiculous as I always do.


But another reason I am so happy is because I finally got home from Fair, and CANADA


<----Canada


It was great, and I found a place up there actually. It really nice, and almost in my budget. Except it is going to be a place I go when I'm not in college.

and here's more good news,

I'M GOING TO COLLEGE!

I'm hopefully going to become a Car designer, or maybe a writer. I have yet to decide. I have also come up with my senior project, (yes, I'm kind of late on this, but its not necessarily all my fault) I am going to fix up a 1966 Chevy Chevelle Malibu. Ah, its going to be beautiful. If you don't know what this car looks like:



I just need the spark plugs and then the engine will hopefully be finished and able to run...haha

anyway..

whoa its late and I'm crashed. See you tomorrow!

~Ash