Surprised? I am.

Why are you Surprised, Ash?

Thank you for asking, and why I am surprised is because today, I got a letter.
And it wasn't just any letter.

It was from my father

(Ok, let me explain this: My family consists of 7 females and 1 male, there is

Jennifer (jenni) who's 30
Alex who's 27
Tiffany (Tiffy) who's 23
Stefani (Stefi) who's 21
me (Ash ^-^) and you all know my age, most of you, at least
and then Alysa, who's 14

then there's my mother, who's 52

and when Alysa was about 2, my Birth father left us, and we had no way to find him/talk to him. So we just figured he'd moved on and didn't want to be our family. (I know, sad isn't it?)
But my mother decided that he wasn't worth her tears and a couple years later, remarried to an english gentlemen from her childhood. So he's now my Step-father, and he raised me pretty much. So, after 12 years, why would my father contact me? and me only?)

I haven't really opened the envelope yet. Personally, I'm scared as to what it has to say.

What if its a plane ticket to scotland, and my father suddenly wants me to live over there with him?

What if its a letter telling me that I'm not his blood son...and that I'm living with stage parents?

What if its a letter telling me that he died and I get his fortune in lambs ( seriously, thats what my father would end up doing. Paying with lambs.)

What if its a will? Telling me that I get anything and my sisters get squat because their not of the male gender?


So, as I'm looking at it now, I'm wondering why my father would only contact me. I'll open it once the shock slows down, that or the curiousity finally makes me do it.....hm.